Rejection

I have been waiting patiently for my latest rejection letter for the job I interviewed for last week. According to their timeline, I was sure I would have heard by now if I got the job. I logged onto their website to check my application status and there it was, "selected other candidate." I had some doubts about the position after my second interview (and I was sick that day so not feeling my perkiest although I tried hard to fake it) but I still wanted to be wanted. I still want to get out of the house. I still want social interaction and a paycheck. And I want to stay in my chosen career path. I'm wondering when these things will happen for me. I am trying so hard to be patient but it's really hard right now. I've had two job interviews here for positions in my field and both have led to second interviews only for them to choose someone else when it got down to the final two candidates. And two interviews out of the dozens I've applied for doesn't exactly make for good stats either.